(((((((BreeMarie))))))))
Your friends sound like they might have judged you too harshly and they were not at all supportive. I know that hurts. It really bites.
I'm sorry they were'nt there for you.
It's good your boyfriend is sticking by you.
Do you know what the depression was started from?
I went through sort of the same thing with my depression but I've always been *****y since I was a kid. I was never properly trained to control myself. My Mom was always too busy to teach me anything and I had 4 older siblings who didn't give a crap and basically used me to take all of their frustrations out on.
So, I've always been a bad person and I guess, from the looks of it now, I always will be a bad person. I'm trying hard to change but it's not working. I don't know what else to do. I guess I'll just keep trying and reading different books and trying to find some kind of a support group which I know must exist somewhere in Philly but for some reason, I just can't seem to find it.
Anyway, I'm rambling. Sorry.
I understand why you're angry. I get it. It's okay.