Hi,Just wanted to touch base,I also feel very much alone right now.I have my family & know they love me,still i'm really depressed,but trying to be a possitive force in this world. I looked at your website, you have a lot going for you! Sometimes we tend to get too much going. I saw Eyore on your page,can relate I have an Eyore watch! "Don't bother about me!",well its good your able to reach out to others.Sometimes people do let us down & are'nt really friends. You sound like a good person,hang in there kiddo! It will get better,trust takes time and it sounds like the folks here are giving you some good advice! Remember,"A journey of 1,000 miles begins with one step".- Lao Tzu I'm real tired,hope this made sense!