You may (or may not) have noticed that I've been lurking for the week, with my "thanks" and "hugs" just because I can't completely leave a place that has been my "go to" for so long. Please stop with the angry rants, please. Who cares how people treat themselves, just support each other. I'm over it.

As far as I go, the 50mg increase in the Lamictal has been working for me so far. It started off a little rocky, but I've been more focused at work and am able to keep up with it all. I even stayed late a few days this week to finish the goals I set for myself. I haven't done that in months! I finally washed dishes for the first time in three weeks last night (I know, disgusting), and actually cooked a meal on Tuesday (first time since early February). So I guess I'm on the right track, but I don't want to jump for joy just yet. Just take it one day at a time. I've have done enough swinging...

I also want to thank pirilin for the messages. I really do look forward to them.