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Yes all of my episodes are different and vary in intensity
I use to walk around all the time craving mania because if I wasnt in a major depression I though I wasn't depressed. But I had no motivation no pleasure no feeling and negative thoughts with anxiety ect. I thought that may be my baseline
Happy to report it's not!! Lol
And now I feel I'm at a good baseline level I don't crave mania because I'm happy and I know the trouble being too up brings
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I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning, I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing
Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand
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