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Originally Posted by dexter
So it turned out I was totally totally wrong about tonight possibly being a good night that might turn this depression around and in fact I was totally totally wrong and it proved that all of my fears and illogical paranoia was in fact totally totally right.
So I'm just a little numb right now but tomorrow I don't know how I can possibly stop the thoughts of ideation and pain.
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I hate being preachy, but honestly, I have been through complete and utter darkness myself so I think I should give you a bit of advice.
Nothing is immediate.
Depression sucks to fight with. It is a painful, exhausting battle. But when you are fighting this battle and want to pry yourself from its jaws, it's not something that can be done right away. It took me way over half my life to save myself from it, but I did it, and I know you can too. Let me know if you ever need someone to talk to.