Thanks guys, for validating my angry emotions. At least I know I'm not being (completely) irrational. Part of me does want to call back, sort of like a "do-over." Incidentally, do you know how many times I have told him in session, "I am NEVER calling you again!" Many, many times. I never stick to it. I think I should just let it go and talk about it on Friday. Hey it's 11:28 PM. In 32 minutes it will officially be Thursday and I can say, "My session is tomorrow." I just want to let things unfold. I will try to think about the state I was in 28 minutes after our last session, 2 weeks ago. And how I made it to this point... I can wait, I can wait.

MsLittleSister, thank you for your insight. You are right on when you said it's like a little kid losing it when mom comes to pick her up at daycare. The most prominent part of my personality in dealing with missing T has been the child.