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Old Mar 19, 2016, 06:56 AM
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Originally Posted by hahayeahtotallylol View Post
Have you ever been engaged in something that triggered a quick jolt upward or downward, unusually quick relative to the typical episode? Within the episode?

I feel like i am an inch above baseline, But some times of the day i am about 3 inches above. It's hard to tell because ive been smoking a lot so that usually dampens my thought speed and such, but man.. i don't know what to expect.
Only great, existential fear and fierce opposition/challenges can do that for me: two days or so of severe enough depression before I manically continue the fight with everyone and everything.

As by magic, panic attacks can stop the ultra-dense (I deliberately use my own terminology because it's all on a very much continuous sliding scale, not just rapid-cycling or mixed) for some time (think hours).
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