No, never.

My brain is toxic enough and might just burn a hole just exactly where that brain region would be. It burns holes all-round.

But then I'd have to find a way to selectively protect it, because I would never want to live without rundown, mild BP. Just maybe 20 more years. After that I might want it to finish some books and stuff.

But I really can't do without the challenge anymore. It should just have a pause switch. Maybe that I'd want inserted into my brain. A guaranteed-to-work pause switch. But the risks might be too high.

I also feel I'd desert others with BP: the smaller the group, the less society cares.

I'd rather die trying to change society. Less BP helps. No BP won't.