i...dont...think...i..belong..here or anywhere else...my hope is almost dead ....im so sick and tired of being...sad...i just want..it...all...to...go...away....all...i want is..peace..and happiness why is that...so hard to find....maybe happiness is just a fairy that people...tell..me to...give me ..hope...i dont know.. .i use to cut myself..to...escape..the pain...but anymore it..dont help..... i dont know what to .do.. anymore i know i dont want to live like this...