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Originally Posted by Grim_potatoe
Thanks for your answers.
The problem right now is that the last episode has ruined my thoughts about the future and I have suicidal thoughts because I dont know how to become happy again. I could cope with my first two episodes, but now its mentally game over because my "bad-memory-trunk" is full.
Anyone got any idea how to go on after a really horrible episode that caused really bad consequences? I just want to leave the world and my problems right now. Meds can make you feel better, but they cant change what have happend or make you set goals for the future again.
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From my experience, when my brain chemistry becomes regulated (back in balance), all those bad memories are no longer at the front of my mind and life becomes happy again. I believe that can happen for you, too. Communicate with your doctor ASAP how you are feeling, and if you have overwhelming suicidal thoughts, get checked into a hospital to get straightened out. ((HUGS)) It will get better!