(((((((((((freewill)))))))))))))

its like watching a movie that you understood because it was soo simple...but no one else got it...no one understood it...you sit there ...mouth hanging open....and you dont know what your missing....you go over your facts...you go over the plot line, the characters...and yet...it seems there is something missing....something thats not connecting...i GET that....but after awhile...whats real ..doesnt seem....real...its like you know it happened...but everyone acts like it didnt...acts like they dont even a thought about it...and yet here you are suffering the serious side effects...the consquences...and no one puts two and two together...even though you offer to put it together for them...

been there done that...trying to get people to understand where my bruises were coming from...my stepdad an RN ...perfect manner as always....church goer....and not to mention a hitter....but no one GOT it...i had the evidence...but no one could fathom what happened....even he acted as if nothing happened...and if i talked about it...i was to act like it was my fault..otherwise it would be my fault for that too...and i wonder...is it all in my head...even though the physical pain of being hugged reminded me...no its not a dream...it happened...

all i can say my dear freewill is keep fighting...keep understanding....keep believing..you can overcome this...and i believe you....i am here for you...i support you....what happened to you was horrible...and i am here to lend you my support anytime you would like it....good luck and all the gentle hugs i can give ...
love,
inny