i know its going to feel like the longest weekend ever... but focus on monday, you will hopefully have a good session with therapist and hopefully the pdoc can give you something to help you feel better?
do you have to work on the weekend? can you just have a movie marathon and lay back and just watch all the movies you can..? need to distract your mind... movies or shows are something that might work... needs to be something you are inntersted inthough...
sometimes i will watch tv and i just zone out... not even liking whatever is on tv but it makes me zone out...
need to try to preoccupy your mind if you can... i know how hard that is though so dont take it the wrong way... i have a really hard time doing it too... but im never bored because my mind just keeps switching through different things...
im really sorry you are going through this... try to be strong through the weekend, monday may be a checkpoint that helps you move forward... of course it wont just dissapear and everything be better but hopefully it will offer a little relief right...?

hold on to monday... sorry i cant do more...