Today was a good day. Started hard by a small panic attack, but after my date with my psychotherapist, I'm relieved and in a new... regiment is the word I want. I still fear many things, maybe tomorrow I would wake up again wanting to cry, but I know that I'm in the right path, that while I have a mental illness I'm not just sick and I would get better. Things are going to get better. Sleepy and hungry, to eat and to dream. Thank you so much for helping me.