Lady, I am so sorry that you are in such pain. Even though I am married, I have always been attracted to other females.....my last relationship was with her for over 2 years. It put me on anti-depressants and messed up my whole relationship with my husband (which has never been good to start with).

Take your space......don't let someone else destroy your health by accident. I believe Kitten loves you dearly......and that she wants what is best for you. It is just trying to make her see that too that is so tough.

My thoughts are with you......please take care.

Mary Alice