Thanks Artchic! I know there's still a chance things could not work out, and I am scared I'll still take it really hard even though I've done everything I can to prepare myself.

So she called me around 1am to say she is fine, she is actually sober because she quit drinking early and only had a few. It is a huge relief. I wish I could have just trusted her to begin with when she had told me earlier in the day that nothing would happen - but she made it hard, so it is how it is.

The Ex is still hanging around her, and apparently he has asked to talk to her before she leaves. He says he has things to discuss. She was very short with him and said "I've already spent time with you this week" to which he said "but it's important to me, don't you see?" so this irritated me because he is always coming across as manipulative, trying to force her to give in because "it's important to me" and if she says no he will get upset.

I'm not sure I'll have a lot of contact with her throughout the day, because I know she has non-wedding related plans with other friends/family throughout the morning and later this evening, and the signal isn't so great. So I actually have no way of really knowing if she is going to hear him out, or just ignore him. Ideally, I hope she ignores him, and we all know that's what she SHOULD do. But sadly, I won't actually be that surprised if she gives in one last time... and so if he gets a chance to spill his feelings for her again, she needs to just be blunt and say goodbye. Any other outcome, and I'll be just as angry as I was on Friday, and then our talk tomorrow won't be so positive.

So we'll see how it goes...