Oh, and to kinda relate to how strongly this particular addiction holds sway ... For months after quitting I would have dreams about smoking and could literally taste it in my dreams ... Sometimes I would panic and wake up all freaked out that I had messed up and gone back to smoking in real life ... Other times, being aware it was only a dream, I would simply sit back and enjoy that smoke because it was only a dream.
Again, wishing you success because this is a real life biggie and not so easy to do, but with determination and proper assistance, you can beat it!
Sincerely,
Pfrog!