I'm glad to see that you still "exist" and that you're hanging in there, PF. I'm so sorry that your employers were such s*#^s! It has got to be illegal what they said to you when your were in such a fragile and distraught place. I'm guessing that letting it go and not seeking out legal help feels safer right now, considering all the pressure you're under. It might, however, be helpful to you emotionally if you just seek out a consultation with a lawyer as your therapist has suggested. You don't have to bring a discrimination suit against your former employers unless you want to, but it might be helpful to just hear from a lawyer that what they did was wrong and illegal! Take care