My last bout of depression was festering from a personal circumstance but blew up over an incident at work and that is what led to my hospitalization.

This time around the primary cause is around a coworker. He's a sweet guy, a friend, and he can't know (no one can know*) that he is at the center of my current depression. But it is affecting my relationship with all of my coworkers, my ability to be a team player, and my ability to do my job.

Rino have you seen your therapist since this incident happened? Seems not... Hope your T is able to help you find answers and get you back on the track of feeling better.

*No one at work can know... I have or course been honest with my therapist about this.