Jealousy!! New twist but not really new is I'm jealous of T's daughter. I shouldn't be but I am. My D leads a totally different kind of life. Damn! That's what I get for seeing if the same information is still online. D likes to write about her "thing" and is an excellent writer. I like the tidbits about T. This is the curious part of me, and comparing part, not related to wanting to be punished. Sometimes I hate my life.

I hardly got any sleep last night and feel lousy, not because of T, so that may color my view today.