Still trying to talk myself out of a suicide plan.my mom makes me feel guilty cause she says if i keep ending up in the hospital she wont have money to afford the rent and bills since most of her jobs pertain around me and my dad doesn't help with anything and there's six of us in all and most need help paying for school as well so the little money i receive and her job helps us all my dad doesn't really help out except maybe with groceries i can't help it if i don't want to be here but i feel sorry for my mom.that being said im trying to convince myself not to do it cause if i fail i have a chance of being sent back to the hospital and if they keep me longer than three weeks this time meaning a month ill lose my medical insurance cause im on disability i don't want my family too have to pay for my hospital bills if i do something it's not right so im trying to keep from planning and so far i don't know what im going to do wether im going to be able to not go through with this or not cause once i get an idea in my head pertaining to suicide i can't get it out

Sent from my SM-T210R using Tapatalk