I don't think the world is dark and evil I think the world is just is and "dark and evil" is what we see in it and therefore what we ascribe to it.

That said right now my intellectual side is having a very difficult time justifying any reason for me to keep struggling past tomorrow. Not because of the world but because of the world and because what it out there or what is not out there for me beyond tomorrow which is nothing unless I dig on the possibility of making it so and evidence of my digging has brought up nothing and I'm tired of digging.