I still think we have a strong relationship and I have faith in it. I am just so angry and hurt that I think I am letting my emotions get the best of me. I need to stop thinking about myself and thinking in such a selflsh manor. I want her to be happy and to make choices that make her happy. I just think the very sudden way she went about this wasn't thought through.

I am determined to make the best out of the time we have left and try to get the most out of my sessions. She has helped me a lot and I have made so many positive changes and I have changed so much from when I started seeing her years ago.