I mostly don't think... my medication makes me numb. When I do think I have feelings of helplessness and I feel trapped in my life. I feel worthless. There is no positive attitude to have. Everyone in my life uses me and I work all the time and they keep me awake all day to do all the things around the house.

I don't talk to my "real family" and they don't talk to me. One of the perks of being transgender.

I'm sorry if I'm acting arrogant I just have been having a really hard time and I'm really angry about my situation right now. I don't know what to do. I think you're right. My nightmares probably stem from my attitude about my life. My nightmares are all about my best friends whom I feel forced to be a slave to.

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