Sid are you doing two sessions per week? I know you usually go on Tuesdays.

If it helps any, I cry when I look at pictures of father and I taken when I was little girl. My father is alive and well. Yet I still cry when I look at this pictures.

I sometimes cry when I read cards and notes that my husband and I gave each other when we 1st started dating, when everything was simple and perfect.

I completely understand where you are coming from. Similarly to how I have trouble holding onto the good moments between me and T during the week, I have trouble holding onto the past as a thing of comfort or happiness. It makes me sad.