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Originally Posted by PinkFlamingo99
I have such horrible fear/anxiety in my chest. So afraid. Afraid of getting partially better but not *really* better. Afraid of being "safe" but just as sad and hopeless inside. I think I'm more afraid of being outwardly/slightly better than I am of destroying myself. Does this make any sense at all to anyone but me? Because the real pain isn't these cuts or the danger I put myself in, it's this stabbing aching emptiness in my heart.
But I'm more afraid of ending up halfway better. |
If you were to get better, what would you lose that is so scary? What need is getting met by just doing what you're doing now? I can totally understand the fear of getting better so I am not judging you with these questions. I struggled with it a lot myself..
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