I don't want you to leave me. I don't want to start again with someone else. I like you. I started to trust you. I feel like I want to fight the system but I don't want to cause you trouble. I don't want to meet this lady tomorrow on my own, I am scared. I need to ask her some important questions about whether she will be able to cope with the kind of work we agreed that I need to do but I know I won't be able to ask. I have written them down but I don't know if I will be able to give them to her. I just really don't want you to leave me.