Thank you guys so much for welcoming me back. I appreciate it. I think I hurt because of T. It is probably where I need to be but it sucks!!! and we really haven't talked about much or looked at much. Sometimes I don't know if I will be able to do this. We shall see. My next appt is Monday and I want to cancel. Haven't yet thought about canceling before but never had the urge so strongly. Make it all go away.