Pink -

It does take a much stronger person to face therapy. You are so right. It takes every ounce of strength that you hold sometimes.

Let me tell you this - I don't want to be strong, I am tired of being strong, and if I hear one more time how strong or tough I am from another person I am going to punch them!!! (This has nothing to do with you Pink so please don't take it that way). I wouldn't because I don't ever ever get angry, just smile and say wonderful...

Anyhow I would like to be taken care of. I want someone anyone to just come and take this for a while. I want a break. I don't want to feel, I don't want to deal, I don't want to be responsible! I want a break - there is no break in sight and there have been no breaks in the past. When when does this hell end?