Hi Freewill, I am sorry I don't have time to write you a real reply--I am heading off to therapy. But, I want you to know I read your post and yes I do understand.

After my uncle raped me, he sat in the living room like nothing happened. I sat on the couch and just stared into space. He had enough guts to ask what was wrong. What was wrong? What was wrong? How about the fact that you just raped me? How was I suppose to feel? Just pretend nothing happened? I was a child and he raped me...amazing.

Well, I need to run to therapy. Please, know I understand you.