MY PHONE JUST RANG AND I PICKED IT UP AND IT WAS HIM.

He said, "You didn't call me back so I figured you were probably angry.... so I wanted to call and see how you were. It was good to hear from you, and I wanted you to know that. I thought you would probably want to clear up the anger before the session. Is there anything you want to talk about right now?"

I am still trying to process what just happened.

I said "sorry" like 500 times. I kept laughing. I was a complete bumbling idiot.



I said to him there wasn't really anything I wanted to talk about now. That I was just glad he called so I would know he didn't disappear. Rambled something about the whole "non-existent therapist" feelings during the 2nd week. Told him everything worked out great and that he should go away more often. He started laughing and said, "That's an interesting response... really?" And I said, "No of course not!!! It was horrible!"

Overall, the conversation was mortifying.

I loved it.