It was one of those things where I thought I could handle it on my own (the way I've always done) and they brought it to my attention that I wasn't dealing with some recent traumas. They made me see that I can't do this on my own whether I want to or not. I sought help because I don't want to hurt them, disappoint them, and I'm tired of feeling this way. In a nutshell, the grandparents that raised me just died back to back. My ex was abusive. I was evicted because of him and after the fact realized I was pregnant. It's been a very surreal and rough few months. I want to be better most of the time. That's why I'm here. They say talking helps.