I have been diagnosed with ME for a year and a half but been suffering more like 11 years.
I am also waiting to see rheumatologist the see whether i have EDS (hypermobility subtype) and/or fibro. I am constantly in a LOT of pain mostly in my joints and suffere regular dislocations in both my knees, my fingers and i think soon my right shoulder is going to go too.
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"Laughing, smiling, joking around
look at me here playing the clown.
Laughing and chatting, life spinning round,
when inside I am slipping, falling down.
Behind my mask I do not smile,
come and sit with me awhile.
You could never imagine how much I hide,
sad and lonely, I'm EmptyInside"
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