I think I got my expectations up too high, and I keep forgetting about the klonopin. I haven't accepted yet that 4-6 weeks <i>is </i> a long time, and I expected to feel better now. And I need to remember situations that freak me out, like going shopping. I need to time my pills to when I do things like that. I went to the grocery store today without anything and had several panic attacks. I was completely helpless, my bf had to make all my decisions. I started to calm down on the drive home, so I thought I'd be ok just smoking. But not long after I was crying.

Tomorrow will be interesting. We are going to an arcade/restaurant for bf's bday. It's in Chicago, and I hat the traffic out there. I won't be driving, and I have already decided I am ok with taking extra klonopins. I will need the when we get to the city, and maybe at the arcade. Depends on how busy they are, but I feel a Tuesday afternoon will be pretty dead.

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