Please help me. I've been diagnosed with major depression and anxiety NOS. However, I can tell there's something that hasn't been diagnosed. I looked at schizophrenia, but when mentioning this to my therapist, she brushed it off, saying that I didn't go through the isolation stage. (Honestly, she hasn't known me for that long. I went through that stage before I met her.) Because she brushed me off, I've been scared to say anything else. Does anyone know what this sounds like so I can at least start researching?

I hear things, but not regularly. It's stuff like voices, sometimes music, and ringing. This doesn't happen too often.

I go through basic moods extremely quickly on any normal day. I go between sad, suicidal, hyper, happy, okay, and violent. These moods never last long, and they're all extremely intense. They can easily be altered through little things such as music, certain classes, certain people, situations and stress. My mood could go from hyper to violent in a walk from one class to the other.

I'm violent. There are certain things that annoy me to the point where I have to hurt myself in some way so I don't hurt anyone else. I'm waiting for the day I snap and overkill someone, thanks to my obsession with gore. I'm disgusting.

I'm paranoid. I have this fascination with the world ending. (Not only that, but I'm a bit of a conspiracy theorist.) I love destruction and death and the idea of a broken down society. I prepare myself for this kind of stuff to the point where I see everything as proof of humanity's end. This probably isn't my mental illness talking, but I'll put it on here anyways.

My ideas, opinions, and goals change all the time, almost as frequently as my mood. Enough said.

I'm 15, genderfluid (biologically female), and white if that helps at all.

Thank you to anyone who actually took the time to read this. I'm sorry for taking up your time.