I get what you mean. It's been hard to make friends that I can relate to as well. I guess that's partially why emotionally it's hard to get those attachments for me. I (sort of) broke out of it because I realized that I needed this more than anything else in my life besides my music (Hence as to why I joined these forums to begin with) but i'm still slowly trying to not isolate myself from others in that way. You just take small steps when you do try to connect to others on that level, and you just slowly do it as you try and get yourself stronger in that way. Don't rush, just take it easy. You just gotta find the inner strength to connect to others in that way. (I had to find it too)...

Just know if you do need someone to listen to you, I can be there. I'm quite a good listener in that way, and I do try and help others in that way to try and get them on the right path to take, instead of the dark road I decided to walk on.