i know how it is, i think they have a name for it when you feel that imediate relief, i cant think of it now though...
it usually happens the way it did with you and couple days goes by and you realize that its still not there yet?
but pleasee be patient
becareful with the klonopin because it can help the anxiety but might make you feel more depressed when it wears offf...?

is the urge frustration?
i know how frustrating it is.. just wanna blow something up (not ourselves hopefully!)

also the other "depressants" like alcohol can feel good at the time when you're doing it but then next day or so you just feel bad again ( maybe worse? ) so gotta try to limit all of those things that can contribute to any kind of depressed emotions ?

depression is so horrible!
i wish that these medicines didn't have to take so long to start working

i read somewhere that the medicines actually increase the chemicals the first few days you start taking them but it takes the 6-10 weeks for it to start noticing it? or something.. not sure i cant really remember right now...
so its like, why the heck cant it just work the first day?

i would say there are some things that you could do to try to aleviate the depression while you are waiting for the ADs to kick in but i worry that any substances could interfere...

is there anything i can do to make you feel better?
want you to be safe