I haven't ever asked this -- I doubt I will mostly coz I don't want to know!

But, at some point, not sure how the topic came up but T said something like "You don't think there's anything good in you that anyone can like / care about, right?".

So, my guess is that even if I asked her this question, she'd turn it back on me and ask if I believe there's nothing in me that can engender liking / caring in someone and so, if that is the reason for the question.

Weirdly, I actually kinda prefer this deflection -- I really don't feel like I have the space / energy to deal with her feelings (whether good or not-so-good) and so, I'd prefer to spend whatever little mental resources I have on battling my own stuff.