yeh, i've never really taken any classes im interested in weird stuff and research randomly - i try to stimulate my mind as much as i can to keep me distracted and grounded.. sucks my memory isn't better, i would be like an encyclopedia

i had an idea last night... but i dont have any to test it... i was wondering if one of those icy hot patches thingies would help subside urges?
something that can give a sensation..? not sure if that would make it worse or better though.. i would test it if i had one but unfortunately..

i hate them urges :/