my experience with getting in with a pdoc/therapist has been the same, it took me months just to get an appointment months ahead...
but i quit that clinic because the pdoc was deaf to my concerns..
now im seeking new help, just can't get in with anyone because no insurance and the other community type clinics wont take me - so - the waiting game ensues...
just have to be really patient... i know the help is needed asap - but try to be gentle with yourself and keep trying, i wish we could make 1 phone call and go in to see the doc the SAME day, like mental health care should be
i mean we need help now... not 3-5 months from now...
just hang in there..