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Originally Posted by rainbow8
Sorry I didn't mean to ignore your post. I'm glad I helped you see with that insight about your brother. I see my T today. My feelings seem to have "died down." I will discuss it though. For me, the wanting to be punished also has some sexual aspect, because I think of spanking. But I don't want T to spank me, or anyone. It would hurt. I don't know what to tell my T. Shame, punishment, guilt, jealousy. All arising from reading her daughter's blog!!  |
Is it about being verbally intimate with someone? My first longterm t was a Catholic married to a Jewish man. This embarrassed me. I was also jealous because i knew a rule of Judaism was that men had to be nice to their wives, and my husband at the time certainly wasnt nice to me. But i could never tell her what i thought or imagined about her husband - it was too personal, too intrusive.
Contrast this with, right now i can converse pretty openly with my t about his kids, vs how you feelabout your ts daughter. The intimacy door has been opened. It opens sometimes on the couch here. On other forums here too.