Me and my boyfriend broke up yesterday. It was a good, mutual breakup but I'm so sad about losing the actual relationship. We were best friends... open minded and good listeners. He wants to stay friends and as much as I'd really like to, I can't see that happening. He doesn't really feel emotions (generally I mean... he has schizoid) and it hurts too much because I'm hypersensitive and I was the only one trying for the entire relationship (SO HARD) to make it work. I have nobody to talk to about this because I'm very introverted and I have social anxiety. I'm weird, and I have a very hard time finding friends, especially since my interests are sort of strange. I'm going to try and put myself out there this week and cultivate some friendships but again it's really challenging for me. Can anyone give me any advice for being completely alone and having no one to talk to? I see a therapist once every 2 weeks and I write in my journal every day but I'm scared this loneliness will drive me into pickup up old, bad habits. Please, any tips you have are welcomed.

Sorry if this isn't the right place to put this, but I could really use some advice.