The topic of caring isn't something I can bring up. She told my fiance it's a boundary. She said she does care, but won't go further with a response. It's probably the boundary I hate the most. But I know she cares.

She does a lot of things different with me from other clients. She says so all the time (i.e. normally I do...). I know I'm the only client allowed to email her inbtwn sessions. I asked her why. She said because I'm complicated. Idk. I don't think I'm that complicated. I think she just likes me.