I think the ones set up through 'social services' could be like this, as they are having to follow orders. It's maybe not a case of they're purposefully doing it to be spies. They might have to be under orders to say what occurs doing support shifts because of the law. Normally they put reports in a folder, but my supervisor may have been ringing them up to ask fishy questions, and one reason I want my privacy respected is because the police (in the past) had a habit of visiting venues people divulged information about. Pool halls, my friend's house, etc. This is why I'm not going to work with any caregivers assigned to me by social workers, because I don't want people getting bright ideas about using them as watchdogs. As long as the 'supervision order' is in place, there will be way too much "digging" going on.

With that said, I have nothing to hide from him, really. I'm not meant to be online unless I am "supervised" and so I don't want support workers noting down all my habits. For example, posts on Facebook record the date and time they were submitted. So that means they'd know if I've been using it outwith support hours.

That guy who the court assigned to monitor me seems like the obnoxious type, so I don't want him knowing my day to day habits. He does occasionally act nice, but I think that's some ploy to make me think things will be okay. All I did was tell him during a random conversation once, that I let my female dentist (who is married) know what happened with my previous support workers (because she knows I had support workers coming during a check-up and/or treatment) and then he thought I had "feelings" for her like I had feelings for the two care workers who had me charged. He ended up writing a letter to her practice (although I never told him where she works, I assume the NHS would have me on file) and then he apparently had his boss contact her. Jesus!

I'm not sure if I'll be able to hire personal assistants; I was told about them through my advocate, but he seems to chop and change what he says during my next appointments with him, so it's not helpful.