Next week is my last appointment with T. She's going on maternity leave. I have a new T already. But I really didn't want to start over again. The following months would be difficult due to exams and other stuff and now I also have T's leave on top of that, while I thought she would help me get through this difficult months.
I feel really angry at T. And disappointed. Also sad and anxious. I'm feeling more low.

When the last session is finished, I think I will be feeling very bad.