I feel sick with anxiety and I'm not even sure what it's from. I keep trying to stop crying. I've already used up my monthly Ativan supply. I'm going to see tomorrow if I can get my T to ask my pdoc for a few more because of the job issue (I only get 15/month).

I'm thinking bad thoughts, scared, wish I could stop worrying. My pdoc called it "anxious distress" in the paperwork for sickness benefits. Sounds accurate. I'm at the point where I would consider ECT if he ever suggested it.