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Old Mar 22, 2016, 06:32 PM
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Originally Posted by bluebicycle View Post
Wow, that's bad. I don't know how they can call themselves "pdocs" if they can't even spot severe mania.
Strangely enough, they did put me on an antipsychotic. But they just had no clue.

They put me on 75% of the dose I now take as prophylactic treatment and/so it didn't help at all. So they must've figured it was something else. But no idea about the actual expression of symptoms. I gave them 10 arguments a minute, before I got serious thought blocking, as to what was "wrong"/happening and they just didn't connect the dots.

I thought and said I could read their minds. It was absolutely absurd! Completely Kafkaesque.

It instantly gave me insight (mania helped) in the labyrinth they call
.

Edit:
Oh, and I prescribed them religion. The one I had come up with thanks to the mania. I could tell you exactly how God tied his shoelaces, as it were.
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