((((recluse))))

Thank you recluse for your support, your love, and your friendship. You know how I feel. I am fighting to stay present and to make it. Each day is a struggle. Love is something I do not comprehend nor do I understand it in anyway. Although I am trying to find a way to grasp hold of something that was never there.

Sometimes, those inside get so scared of this love thing that we are trying to understand. Just the slightest movement can capture something inside that is so engrained that we know no way to get away. Many are the days right now that are taking away the very breath we are trying so hard to breath.

Opening up has been something that is foreign so much so that even talking has at times been too hard. But we are trying and reaching. And knowing you are right there in our corner makes it a little easier. Thank you. I love you to the best I can nunderstand love.

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