Probably daft to post this but low of feelings at the moment... and the words of Unaluna with 'victim of circumstance' is probably accurate... but I'm dreading Thursday at the moment.

Those I can truly call friends (long term from when we kids) don't live in the same city as me and we speak/meet maybe 3x a year (and I get nervous each time we do as they have very large personalities)... so making a friend, even one that is built on dodgy foundations is a big deal.

I'm becoming more inclined to state things very clearly and if necessary part company... but I too get separation issues... or at least I have recently (change of Psych nurse, OT and stopping seeing my T all together... all three were long term) and I don't deal with change very well.

Thankfully I'll be visiting my Mum in London next week, so I guess I'll be able to get good perspective from her, she gives good advice... though it can be brutal... but that in itself is sometimes necessary.

Anyway... yeah, feeling a little sorry for myself, heh... good to sometimes write it all down I suppose.

Thanks again to everyone who has posted, has been sound guidance

If anyone has anything to add, will be read - I'll give an update on how it went in a few days time.