are you eating when you take the medicine..?

keep those positive things in your mind and heart, it is important not to lose them

i completely understand the heartbreak... anniversaries ... blah... but we shall prevail...
she doesnt know what she's missing...
i think there is someone out there for you... like you im shy, chronically so.. not really shy, i just dont open up or talk with people, i will mirror people but... i dont get comfortable with people ... i guess thats part of the avpd stuff...

you are male right?
have you tried online communities?
also are you open about your sexual preference...?
my cousin came out and ever since he did he seems alot happier... he met a guy, not so shy anymore and pretty radical changes...
his boyfriend is from newjersey i think. .. so he has family up there, and my cousin is pretty involved in lgbt communities... maybe i can ask him if he knows anyone up there that you might be interested in meeting? i wouldn't mind at all...

if you want i will email him and see whats up i dont think he would mind me asking... cant hurt to ask right?
everyone should have a companion... atleast i think eventually its really nice to have one... i know if i had a companion it would boost my happy levels to OVER 9000!!!!! hehe little joke

relationships can be a pain.. but it takes 2, if both are working for the same thing it can be amazing

honestly the wrap thing never really helped me :/
i tried to follow it for like a month but im just a stubborn mule... i gotta do things my own way

hope you feel a little better in the morning... :