Managed to talk to the lady I saw yesterday but it wasn't the part of me talking that needed to. I switched like I did with the last one because inner me had already decided this wasn't going to work so it didn't matter if I talked to her because I wouldn't be going back. Hope that makes sense to you, most things seem to even though they sound ridiculous to me. Here's hoping for today, made easier because you said you would be thinking of me. Miss you.